Thursday, September 27, 2012

Barfiiiiii !

I finally caught a movie while it is still running in the cinema halls and I am glad it is Barfi :). And yes I cried in the second half like a baby and yes I cursed the pretty female and rooted for priyanka and yes I got confused with the jumbled timeline and yes I am officially a Ranbir fan and Yes I finally got over my Saawariya shock (a truly blue movie I must say :D).

Verdict: It brought dreams to life and tears to my eyes.


Saturday, September 22, 2012

I wonder...

Sometimes I wonder when I see my parents' old black and white pick, if they are happy with the way life turned out. I see their old pic where they were truly like youngster should be happy, energetic and if you can help it good looking. They seemed like they were on some sort of adventure, if you see my young pic you would see half sleepy (some would say fully asleep), ok ok to look at, i might add out of shape youngster. Who no one would think is on an adventure. I cant even imagine how I will turn out when I become truly old, how low my energy levels will be.

The main cause of their unhappiness is unfulfilled desire, this is after having the most optimistic outlook in life when they were young. God only knows what will happen to me with by no-holds-barred negative attitude. 

Saturday, September 15, 2012

The wishlist

things to do before I die:

1) paragliding

2) Going to Dharamshala

3) preparing one full gourmet meal, with a beautifully baked cake TLC style

4) work on a movie making set

5) manage the launch of a product

6) be my own boss

7) travel anywhere- be it Mumbai or other parts of India.

8) Have my friends nearby, all of them tend to go to the US.

9) see my sister the way she use to be  when I was in school, razor sharp and ambitious bordering on arrogant.

10) find someone to spend my life with. Especially someone whose pants don't fall off on seeing a pretty giggly female.

11) see my sister get married.

12) see my mother less worried.

13) have lots and lots of days where I look forward to getting-up.

14) have a day devoid of fear.

15) be surrounded by people who understand me and don't see me as an oddity. 

16) spend the majority of my life doing something I love.

17) not dying alone. As I know god's track of misunderstanding, I would want to clarify this does not mean dying in a mass accident!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Families

Families are like time bombs.... like a highly inflammable mix just waiting to explode. A small shirt, vegetables, crank call... anything can trigger the deepest emotions. Money seems to be the most effective catalyst, to bring out remarks which should be swept under the table, out in the open. The concept of pleasant conversation is fleeting. But families are also resilient, the good ones that is. They bounce back from emotional trench into the plateau of pleasantness. They go from "I should throw them out" to "Did you shit today", in a matter of a few hours. The most important systems in nature are dynamic from the centre of the sun to the weather cycles on planets. Explosions seem to be a part and parcel of life. Inactivity is the sign of the dead, be it people or chunks of rock. What I don't understand is why? Is it to make our lives interesting? It is boring if everything is always pleasant. We keep testing the strength of the bonds between us, pushing each to our individual limits. Maybe this is the only way to find out what you have is strong or not. Someone had to have rubbed that diamond against all the possible materials to see who gets scratched first.