Saturday, March 23, 2013

Mother of all observations!

You cant love anyone, if you don't love yourself. You just cant. You will be so preoccupied with your own flaws that you will not have the time to see the other person. Every unrelated thing, you will relate to you. Everyday you will add a brand new chain.

There is a funny thing about life, its like water, it always finds its level and that level is what you think about yourself. Sooner or later, it will match what you think you deserve. Your eyes becomes everyone else's. Life levels with you, if you think you are not special, so wouldn't everyone.  All that matters is what you think about yourself. All you need to do is look at yourself a little longer, till you see the time and effort put into making you.  The twists and turns, the ups and downs, the bumps, the constant clashes, everything that needed to fall into place to lead up to you. For each unique person, there is a unique story that begins and ends with you. You star in it.

As I get older, I like that fact that I am beginning to look past the fear. The fear hasn't gone, but I can see beyond. I can handle myself better, learn to let go, break my boundaries once in awhile. Walk in a zig-zag but not a straight line. And the best bit is all of me is able to match my expectations, which are beginning to grow..... slowly.

Heres to growing up ... slowly :)

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